It is written: i will NEVER have a girlfriend

So i asked the girl and, as always, rejected. Why every single time i try, there's always another one? There's always a boyfriend, a guy that's dating every single girl i want. Enough. I already give the whole fuck up. Don't try to make me believe in something that will never happen, or give me hope to something impossible. If i must die alone, well, i accept this. Whatever i try to make a girl date me fails. What the fuck i always fuck up?

Just let me with my cold and broken heart and my blackened mind

Finally, my mind is fixed

The great moment when you finally manages to free yourself from all the blame you had because of the last girl you loved. No more she hates you because you loved her. No more you lost her forever, you idiot. I know wherever she is, she's well.

Didi, sorry because i suffered too much because of you.

Going to a potential date

A friend called me to meet her next Sunday. I want do date her, and suspect she also wants to. I hope everything goes well, this last week was very exhausting to me, i was treating with some demons from my past.